Unimaginably furious with myself.

Why, oh why, oh why do I do the same thing over, and over, and over? What is wrong with me, that I'm forcing myself to be unhappy? Ugh, today is looking to be one of my bad days again. It's not even noon. Maybe it'll get better. I hope it gets better. Oh, lord, someone tell me it gets better. All I know is that I felt the tears welling up in class today, for no obvious reason. I don't even know what's upsetting me anymore! Okay, I know part of it, but I'm not quite at liberty to discuss it with the world. I screwed up with Person again, and feel awful for it. Right, okay, depressiveness done with for now. I'm going to try to snap out of it.