Wednesday, November 08, 2006


To-day, I felt like crap.

It's not so much because I'm sick, although I AM sick, and it's not so much because I'm stressed, although I AM stressed, it's because, due to a combination of sickness and stress, I did not get a chance to eat until nine o'clock in the evening.

Now, I have gone days without eating before, just to see if I could, and I could, but that was different. Then, I was healthy, and while I don't think I've ever gone through a completely stress-free day, I was relatively collected. But today, no. Today I was just stressed enough to make myself sick, and just sick enough to stress myself out, and I got out of class feeling like the ass-end of a train wreck.

Then I went to work. STUPID ON MY PART. I mean, I didn't even get anything done, I was so out of sorts. But I blindly stuck it out til the end.

Literally, I'm pretty sure I couldn't see towards my last half-hour there, and was navigating through some sort of primitive, pain-based sonar. I have since put pizza in my belly, and have gone up to merely feeling extremely lousy. So, yay.


By the by, for those of you who care about my progress on the NaNo front: I've reached an interesting pattern, whereby I alternate skipping a day and writing a double-length day. It's kept me more-or-less on track, but I fear that it would be far too easy to break down irrevocably should I hit a bad run of days. That being said, I still intend to skip today.


Anonymous AAMF said...


11/10/2006 5:51 AM  

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