This SUCKS.

I'm in Loftus, where there is an Internet connection.

When I leave Loftus, I will find myself in Rice, where there isn't an Internet connection. And then, I will weep... weep... weep...

Well, no, but it is damn frustrating, and more than once I've felt that stingy-eyed feeling that says "Ed, y'all might want to stand up, maybe take a little walk, because you're starting to take this all a bit too seriously; get some air, kid! BREATHE!"

It would be different if it weren't the summer, see. It wouldn't be nearly so upsetting if I weren't so damned hot. I don't deal with heat well... I don't like it. I've been very angry lately, mot because of anything specific, but because the constant and unending discomfort has become something of a strain on me. It's like having someone poke you in the arm over and over for an hour; of course it doesn't hurt, and at first you can just ignore it, but at some point you develop this well of rage that just boils over and them you punch him in the neck! Right in the neck! BUT I CAN'T PUNCH SUMMER IN THE NECK, NOW CAN I? I'VE TRIED, BUT NO!